Sunday, January 5, 2014

Say Something



"Stay." he said. 
Or rather, he did not "say" but he pleaded. 
as if it were a question,
rather a request.
And that one word caused a colossal sleeping beast inside me to stir.
  That simple change in the word, "stay"
changed every thought i ever had about this person. 
No-- this man.
And this man no longer knew what it was about him that made me crazy 
because I no longer knew myself.
The crucial comprehension between 
wanting 
and needing
was now warped into one con-jointed feeling.
A feeling that had no definition
nor escape.
And a feeling i found myself both cursing 
and adoring. 
A feeling that left me entirely 
bewildered
and enchanted.
A feeling i never knew until now,
 but made me wonder what life was ever like without it!
Was it even fair that a feeling like this could change a person
entirely without warning or remedy?
No.
No, I don't suppose it was.

(k.b)

Wrote This Letter Today...


Dear Future Planner of Powder Puff,
The first thing I did when planning Powder Puff was stress. That was the worst mistake I could’ve made. I stressed about deadlines. I stressed about budgeting. I even stressed about playing in the actual game. But then, something hit me. I learned something in the middle  of my planning that changed my thinking completely. But something you must learn and you will learn after planning your first event by yourself, is that stress brings you NO WHERE and is COMPLETELY avoidable. I know as teenagers, we often procrastinate and put things off to the last minute, but if you want real advice: JUST DON’T DO THAT!
A true leader is someone who acts responsibly in order to be treated respectably. If you truly acquire to become a true leader, you must act as one. Learn to give yourself room to make mistakes, but never let them slip your fingers and out the door! Learn from your mistakes and failures! Use them to your advantage! Without them, they are pointless--a waste of your time and life. I was once told that if I wanted to be a true leader than I had to learn to take criticism and use it to my advantage. Though I agree that works to some degree, I found that the best formula to making a true leader was not negative slashes in your armor, but polish and remedy to it. What I’m really trying to say is, positivity works wonders on yourself. If you replaced every cutting criticism or negative thought that anyone ever gave you, and instead replaced it with a positive thought, you could do anything.
I know what you are thinking, cliché, right? WRONG. A little seed in the cold earth doesn’t grow from thorns and weeds does it? It grows from warmth and sunlight. It requires nurture and care, not crushing and bruising. If you step on a flower and then tell it to grow, will it? No, I’ll tell you it won’t. So don’t ever be hard on yourself, only push yourself. Tell yourself you can and you will.  I know what it is like to fail. Everyone does. But if I only reflected on what I did wrong, I would never be able to see and grow from the things I did right! Always be positive and remember to keep growing and excelling! You are on Student Council for a reason. You wear that jacket because others look up to, right? So don’t spend another day worrying what could go wrong and only be excited about what could go right!
Never put that sweater to shame.
Now go out there and strut your stuff!


Sincerely,


Kiersten P. Benson

{2013-2014 Art Director}

Thursday, January 2, 2014

Dancing Soon Becomes Romancing

January 2, 2014
1:07PM
Thurs


There we were amidst a crowd of frozen people twirling madly, stuck inside a world millions of miles away from our own. I didn't know he was there at first, I was simply stuck in a sea of people feeling dreadfully alone and then--he was there. First, he was just a blur to me, a mere shadow flickering undecidedly against a wall, but then he stopped and somehow his eyes reached mine and unexplainably I knew they'd somehow been searching for me. My heart told me to go to him and my feet felt the same encouragement, but my head sighed a simple "no". I saw him gently gliding towards me as this quarrel  inside me continued on, ultimately resulting in a racing heartbeat and a nervous hand. We reached out for each other, but someone or something was pulling me back. I felt a hand reach around my waist and turned to see a face I'd never known. He asked me to dance, but I gave no answer finding no voice to give him one.
He spun me around madly like the other couples in the room and dipped with gentle ease, but it was not a dance I'd ever loved. This dance was fast and dizzy and it wasn't long until I felt the emptiness of not dancing with him seep in and I felt my heart begin to burst beneath the lace draped across my chest. He dipped me again, but when I returned, the face no longer belonged to the man I did not know no care about, but belonged to him. His hands rested gently on my back and waist and twirled me sweetly around until our beautiful dance finally began. 
Sweet music found our ears and encouraged my great white dress to twirl in beautiful drapes of snow and elegant lace. My hair was once swirled up in grace and refinement but now whipped carelessly about the grand ballroom in smooth auburn curls. It trickled down my exposed back whenever we slowed to a gentle breeze and suddenly it was as if we were the only people in this ballroom that still had a heartbeat racing for each other. My heels clicked as my eyes smiled sweetly into his, swallowing up his perfection. His tender hand caressed my cheek and then my back, pulling me closer to his sturdy chest and lovely heartbeat. His eyes were surely pulsing into my own, but they seemed to be doing so much more. They told a story and sang a beautiful song only I could hear. They loved me immensely and it was in that moment of faultless bliss that I knew I'd never be parted from those eyes unless within a kiss or a dream. 
Our hands held each other deeply, knitting our fingers together snuggly and before I knew it, his somehow escaped mine and found themselves gently behind my neck, pulling me in closer than I ever deemed imaginable. At last I left those eyes and felt his kiss upon my lips that pulsed through out my entire body and left me aching for more. We held each other so close, so sweetly that I never wanted to let this moment go. Time withered away and I found not a single soul besides our own dwelling in this ballroom all a-glow, so softly we spun towards the balcony and then, the stars cheered in delighted bliss as we both feel softly and subtly in love with each other, wrapping the stars around us until we knew with real certainty we'd never let each other go ever again. 


The End.